* JerL, I'm SOrry *

i believe this is g0in to be l0ng, so instead 0f tagging..
i'll d0 it here..

i read ur bl0g, just 2minutes ag0..and im t0tally shaken..
a huge 0ne!
i didnt know what a big c0nsequence it'll lead t0..
i dun0e what to d0 to compensate..
but d0 allow me t0 explain t0o..'

the first time i went t0 TBS to buy the pr0ducts with ur staff disc0unt is the only time i went d0wn with her..
i seriously does n0t kn0w how many times she went d0wn later on..
but, 0n tuesday, when i called y0u.. was bc0z she t0ld me she was g0ing d0wn, s0 i told her t0 buy me a blusher, just 1 blusher~ but 0n earth!!! i didnt kn0w it's an0ther $1o0o!!

im terribly s0rry bout all these tt happened!!
i know it must had been disgusting for you and disgusted with me that 0thers claiming t0 be ur friend and purchasing lump am0unt of pr0ducts without ur initial knowledge..
i didnt know to0, until y0u told me it was $10o0!!

i can imagine the anger within you..
i can sense ur disappointed with me..
yet, i cant do anything to make up to u..
0r can i?

it nv struck me tt a friend is to be used and taken advantage of..
i nv meant to do it that way!! NEVER!
but the way u interpreted the meaning of friends in ur bl0g realli showed the discontentment u had with me..
which i h0pe u'd told me alreadi tt night..
the w0rst thing was, i still have to read ur bl0g to know u r angry with me.. how i wished i had sense it alreadi when u msg me.. im sorry, again....

i didnt warn my friend the first time she went, c0z we wasnt aware of the limit, the staff didnt tell us..
and when i told u b0ut the purchase.. u didnt say there were limits.. `c0z u didnt kn0w t0o..
and u were sayin we br0ught up the sales..
*feelin` stupid, thinkin back..*
but it's me..
i should have been more sensitive t0wards it..

do i deserve forgiveness?

jUst a STUPID n TACTLESS mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:04 PM

* shw0oosh *

t0day, shan shan, fei feis and v0n von all g0 ti0man lia0..
v sad.. i cant g0...... =p0or me~

jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:11 PM

* highlites *

w0o..finally..s0me c0lors int0 my life..
d0in` highlightin t0 my dull and b0rin br0wn hair.. =|
this time rd.. supp0singly it's blue la..
well, we shall see.. the col0rs' still developing..

g0in` t0 take a cab h0me later.. will be late by the time it finishes i supp0se..
but yah, dad's nt in t0wn..s0.. im free-bird AGAIN!
but i must say, im attainin my freed0m bit by bit lia0, and.. it's kinda 0k n0w le...
i feel la.. c0z, yah.. i reach h0me like 11plus-12~ =) hee..
0thers might think like.. "huh, that's s0 early".. but t0 me.. it's an achievement..
s0metimes, when things are harder t0 attain, u tend t0 cherish it m0re..
everyb0dy'll agrees 0n it, wh0 d0esnt?
i d0ubt..

n0w, i have a pr0b.. where sh0uld i head after p0ly?
0r... the ch0ices will c0me when it's time?
it's s0 scary n0t to kn0w what's inst0red..
it's s0 unpredictable..it's s0..... LIFE!!!
=|

yah..what can i say??
the usual phrase...
Whatever.....


jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 10:17 PM

* chicken mcnuggets! *

arrggggggh.................
l0usy IAP result...
hate it!! n0t able t0 help me in my resume at all~
0k, whatever!!!!
BUT it's my fault f0r n0t writing the m0nthly rep0rt and handing them up at all!!
DUHS!
it's my fault.

bye!
sian-ed.

P/S: I miss y0u. *alth0u he w0nt read it la~*

jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 9:38 PM

* pheww! *

I am now waitin` t0 fangg0ng lia0~
duhs, saturday still must c0me back l0r..
hais..$$$.. c0me r0llin` in ba.. but, can sit d0wn wait?
d0nt w0rk la.. then $$ c0me! shi0k right?

n0w Dax and Weeli0ng siting beside me talkin` b0ut webpage designing..
haha, c0z they saw me d0in` html with my bl0g..whahaha =P

aiy0h.. tml g0in` 2-way t0 cut hair, then saturday g0 alan's plc t0 t0uch-up the highlight!!
pheww.. at least, s0mething f0r myself... but h0r, i v v xin t0ng!!! my $$$ all g0 to bank lia0!!!! v v sad!! n0w left $6o lehs!!!

nvm nvm.. $$ can be earned back de right.. BUT i wanted t0 save m0ney f0r my petr0l de la, c0z ar.. by the time i start sk0llin` i w0nt be able t0 w0rk as much lia0.. then i've been anticipatin`ly waitin` f0r tt baby LANCER t0 come w0rs!!!
s0, pe0ple!!!! I MUST SAVE M0NEY OK0K!!! *pRAYs!!! 0-mit-tu0-fu*

0kok, my eyes cl0sing lia0.. s0 lei~!!!
gdnight, tml bl0g again ba~


jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 9:00 PM

* hatred week *

it's 0nly the beginnin 0f the week and already i can f0resee the dreaded c0mings..
like i t0ld s0me of u.. my b0ss extended me AGAIN till the end 0f April~
But NEVER will i stay tt l0ng..
0k, i must say wkl0ad is nt tt dramatic, but it's n0t interestin` n0 inv0lvment thrill..
0k, w0rk are b0ring th0u.. EXCELS, excELS, exCels!!!! i dun0e what i can be when i step int0 the s0ciety als0.. but h0pefully.. n0t these!! PLEASE!!

s0me light-hearted pasts..
Last Fri - 15th April
went bbq-ing at DaHua's plc..
he realli can c0nsider being a chef!!
it was yummy and tasty!! [0k, they mean the same thing!]
hee.. and c0z i went after w0rk, they s0rt 0f start-up the fire first..
i g0 there eat 0nly.. s0 lazy h0r!! hahas..
aiy0h!!

Last Sat - 16th April
Met up with Yueling after s0 many d0nkeys yrs!! =)
as usual practice, LUFF UNTIL PENG!!
when i asked her if she can help me keep this magazine in her bag, she willingly nodded, but when i flashed the 40o pages thick magazine 0ut fr0m my 0ver-weight bag, she gave a t0tally unexpected, l0ud and dramatic, "WAH PIANG EH"..!!
and ALL the by-passers were lo0king at us amusingly!! hahas....
U can nv stop luffing and being the centre 0f attenti0n when 0ne is with her. =)

Last Sun - 17th April
went B0at Quay's TCC with Mel, Cuiyi and Mar..
was a late Mel's 21st Birthday celeb.. *s0rry*
we've kn0wn each 0ther f0r 5 yrs.. and 0ver the yrs.. we cracked 0ur brain insearch f0r a m0st appr0piate and s0mething we-kn0w-she'd-like pressie..
This yr, happened t0 be her 21st birthday.. we dig 0ur wh0le brain 0ut and yet, CLUELESS!
Then i th0t of getting her a Polar0id camera.. but, the newly launched 0nes are all 0ver budget..
$129-$159...*s0rry ping!!*
in the end, b0ught her things she nv th0t of having.. h0pefully she'll use it n0w!!! =) please do...........

then.. here c0mes m0nday!!! w0rk w0rk work!!!!
whatever..
g0odluck t0 all friends having exams next week..!!!


jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:48 AM

* t0ngue tied in astonishment! *

i feel realli sick 0f it!!
i've r0ughly c0unted my pay f0r these tw0 weeks..
$9o0... *d0nt w0ahh 1st!!*
i w0rked extra hrs 0k!! n0t 0nce, nt twice..

well..and the cruel part is..... half 0f the $$ is nt mine already!!
it g0es t0 the bank! i realli cann0t take the fact..a real hard 0ne!
i have t0 pay like $4o0+ bc0z of the $$ i spent in L0ndon using VISA.. haha!!
the bills are here.. and my jaws dr0pped!!

co0l man..ask me what i had b0ught??.. i'd say i realli dun0e!!!!!
i d0nt see much new things in my wardr0be, n0t in the cabinet, n0t in the drawer..
n0 where!!!

what 0n earth did i spent it 0n??
0k.. veri well...
i regretted g0in` t0 L0ndon le....

s0meone says, i c0uld have went t0 Bali 0r s0me 0ther island f0r a full-3-day c0urse massage and n0t spent as much!!
hahas...c0me t0 think 0f it.. hmm..
maybe.. but, it's n0t 0nce-in-a-lifetime thing la..
c0z g0in` t0 London i must say,
IS NOT EASY!!

0ther than the $$ part.. u must have suitable and e c0rrect acc0mpany..
mum and dad might n0t be able t0 do the l0ng-hrs walking + sh0pping + sight-seeing..
c0z in L0ndon, the distance fr0m the C0ntrol stati0n t0 the MRT platf0rm is like walking fr0m Heeren t0 the bus-st0p bhind Taka..
s0, imagine..and, in a day.. u d0nt just take 1-MRT-Trip!!
and it c0st $16 0nce!!

0k, n0w im missing the days there!!
And yet, c0mplaining b0ut the $$ i spent there!!
aiy0h..IR0NIC ME!!!


jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:18 PM

* numb-ed *

s0 b0red..nth t0 do at this m0ment..
the reas0n why i have t0 work OT is bc0z, im usually nt given any w0rk until 5pm.. and when it's time to g0.. im still at it..
why?
haha.. c0z my b0ss is f0rever nt ar0und, busy and 0ccupied.. the 0nly time u can see him is when everyb0dy starts t0 go home, then he'll appears..
IM SERIOUS!

there's 0nce he even say, u all can change shift.. d0 the 3pm-11pm shift..!
haha.. even he kn0ws we're r0tting..
but, there's nthin` tt we can d0 b0ut it..

spent alm0st th0usand extra fr0m the L0ndon trip.. seri0usly int0 financial trap!
even if i get my pay next week, i'll 0nly have like $2o0 left fr0m it.. c0z the rest g0es back t0 e bank!! i used VISA!! =\ DUHS!
d0nt 0ver spent ppl!!! =) *0kok, meE meE.. IT'S MEEEE!!*

s0 many things in wishlist!! th0t can clear it.. hais.. g0ta wait s0memore le..
n0w no j0b, n0 tuiti0n.. n0 $$$.. feis is right man!!
$$ is m0re impt than anythin else.. 0k, nt exactly EVERYTHING!
well.. g0tta satisfy my 0wn desires and needs.. 0r i sh0uld say WANTS!
ya, wants..

luxuries are wants..
necessities are needs..

h0w i wish i had m0re $$.. then i'd be able t0 have m0re things, and d0 m0re things!!
w0rkin seemed t0 be the 0nly way 0ut..

but why??
why we wants $$??
why we wants t0 have all these things?
we came t0 this w0rld with nuthin` isnt it?

GREAT!! here i g0 again..
ir0nical syndr0me!!
whatever....


jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 3:30 PM

* speechless *


t0tally tire 0ut..
have been w0rkin` OT like nv b4.. please d0nt let my w0rking life be like tt..
i cant enj0y life man!!
everyb0dy's been realli fed-up with me f0r ruining the plans by n0t bein` able t0 spare time 0ver a cup 0f tea!! arrggh!!
and b0ss wants me t0 c0ntinue still after c0ntract's 0ver..
im t0o s0ft-hearted.. 'd easily agreed.. but, 0n the 0ther hand, i m reluctant..
dun0 why.. this is n0t the type 0f j0b tt i'll fill c0ntenment within..

well.. have been s0 empty..
l0ve life and pers0nal life.. 0k, it's the same..
ever since the last 0ne tt i can remember.. t0o vague..

w0uld u accept s0meone y0unger than y0u?
immature, attenti0n seeking and well..
maybe i can ackn0wledge tt he's gt the appearance tt i th0t i'd like.. the caring and sensitivity that i'd want.. but.. just n0 chemistry!!
when he msg me, yah.. kinda sweet, tingle-ing.. but, tt's n0t l0ve, n0t even affecti0n!!

s0metimes, i th0t.. what and wh0 is it tt i want??
yah.. i kn0w.. but this pers0n didnt appear.. 0r maybe, have n0t..
0r did he??
maybe.. i m uncertain..
was it bc0z he said, "i w0nt commit, enter int0 a relati0nship if i m unsure"..
0f coz, n0t t0 me.. just a casual statement.. but it struck me!
haha.. it did.. but why?! wh0 kn0ws?.. n0t me..

i d0nt think i kn0w him tt well enuf t0 say i like him..
0r in fact.. i d0nt kn0w him at all.. =|
it was all bc0z of few statements and exchangin` 0f th0ts tt this th0t 0ccurred..
oh well..

0kay Piscesians are em0tions freakin` idi0tS!!!
hate it!! but s0metimes, l0ve it~
hey!! Pisces are 1o0% w0man.. *qu0ted fr0m DaHua*

ok.. whatever the case.. still..
the earth keeps spinning,
the sun c0ntinue t0 shine..
and the mo0n rev0lves ar0und the sun.. *the facts are right h0r?*
anyway, the purp0se is t0 conclude.. im still 0n a lo0k0ut!! haha..
and life g0es on... STILL...

*sY l0gs 0ut =p*
jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:34 PM

* wE had j0y, we hAd fun! *


we hAd seas0n in the stArs!!!
=)
pr0m had just began, and ended.. s0 quickly!!
had s0 much fun.. we didnt realli shed any tears.. maybe bc0z we kn0w we g0nna see each 0ther s0on again..
but the th0t that we w0nt be sk0llin t0gether bcame realli heart-wrenchin`!!!
imagine myself n0t havin` the usual clique in class.. *mind blacked-0ut*
0k, enuff 0f unhappy stuffs!

****************************************

ytd we played quite s0me games..th0se t0 realli spice the night up!
Pr0m King and Queen etc laa.. hee.. *wink wiNks t0 Lishan!*
the dj t0tally r0ck the wh0le plc!!
and there were dancin` and stuff.. just a pity.. n0 v0dka`tequilla kicks!
the usual clique dance the platf0rm d0wn man!! keep it r0ckin`~
there were candid dances and real 'h0t' 0nes.. haha..
and salsa, tang0!! ahhem!! n0t ballr0om dancin` class h0r!! =)
wh0le r0om 0f fun and screams!!!
*W0RLD PEACE!* =P

Bel0w are the pictures we to0k!!! GRINS!
Niceys!!!

jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:59 PM

M.e a.n.d t.h.e. p.r.0.m Q.U.E.E.N!!!!!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:54 PM

iN dA caB!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:53 PM

smiLeys!!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:53 PM

NO SH0W!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:53 PM

ZhenPei and mE.. d0es KEN visit bl0gs de?! He sh0uld c0me t0 mine!! =)
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:52 PM

Feis and mE.. iN tHe t0ilet!!! hahas..
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:52 PM

Me and JiaHui~
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:51 PM

Shan & mE... yEt agAin =p
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:50 PM

ShuNing & me...
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:50 PM

Feiz & mE... agaaiinnn... hahahs...
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:49 PM

micHelle & me.. *nice!!*
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:49 PM

mEeeee.... sleeeepy yehs....
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:48 PM

Jiahui 'n' Me AGAIN!!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:47 PM

JunSheng.. Yanfei's friend l0r... take f0r fun!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:47 PM

Ivan.. my sec sk0l classmate!!! remember him?! Nv changed 0ne bit.. heehee..
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:46 PM

JinLai 'n' mE!!! t0p student fr0m EI.. V clever guy!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:45 PM

JiaHui & mE... h0w many were there already?! =0
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:44 PM

still meeeeeee..... =p
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:43 PM

meE.... again!! tired 0f smiling lia0~
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:42 PM

me & shan n0.xxx dunn0e h0w many~ =)
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:42 PM

needless t0 say - THE THREE 0F US!!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:38 PM

me and v0n with *cann0t mae it hair* after dancin` =|
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:37 PM

me & v0n stupid face!! hahas.. l0l lor.. if t0ngz sees this... h0oho0..!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:36 PM

I went thru her bl0g.. and decided t0 p0st this realli v sweet picture 0f her with0ut her c0nsent!!! o0h no!! and i bet she's g0tta find it 0ut real so0n~ hahas.. she's n0ne 0ther than meL0dyee!!! Happy 21st biRtHday!!!!!
=p
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 10:34 PM

* sick 0f the skin t0o! *

sh0uld be time! have been usin` this skin f0r 4mths since Nov/Dec..
time t0 get a new 0ne~ feis had changed hers..
arb0 u help me la.. im s0oo lazy t0 do mine! *hee.. u v free ma h0!*
yupz.. nuthin` t0 say.. had been t00, so.. v v tied up with w0rk that i reach h0me nowadays 0nly at 9-10pm!! 0ne m0re week & IM 0UT OF HERE!!!! cant c0ntinue la.. meaningless...

jUst a drEaMy n sEntImeNtAL mEe"
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 2:18 PM

me and shawn 0n the plane~ =).. zZZZz..
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:17 PM

0n the train..
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:16 PM

At paddingt0n strrreeett!! c0ld!!!!!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:16 PM

This is 0ne 0f the Undergr0und stati0n.. **while waiting f0r the train** =p
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:15 PM

F0r amusement purp0se AGAIN!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:14 PM

Me and shawn at this realli *yummys* HK restaurant.. but, want0n mee $10 huh....... *bth*
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:14 PM

L0ndon bridge is fallin` d0wn~ =p it DID N0T!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:13 PM

hahaha!! f0r amusement purp0ses t0o~ lo0k at my hair!! urrgghh!!! Mr.Wind~ cant u see im takin` a picture?!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:12 PM

NICE !!!!!! *I LIKE!!*
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:12 PM

This is where it c0st me $30/= f0r the pasta~ [The farmh0use].. well, d0esnt seemed like there's any c0ws th0ugh~
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:11 PM

0k, ph0neb0oth again!! i used the right 0ne *the 0ccupied 0ne* t0 call feis and shan de!! =)
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:10 PM

uh huh!!!! caught-0n-camera!! the shawls i b0ught... v EX!!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:10 PM

Hee~ go0d sh0t!!!! =)
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:09 PM

Welllll.... BACKGR0UND is m0re impt.. i lo0k dumb!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:08 PM

In the museum.. *tired fr0m the walkin`* the b0ots' makin` my feet pr0claims resting` time!!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:07 PM

Haha!! the wind blew my cap 0ff the head!! candid sh0t man!! s0 funny!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:06 PM

hoh0..
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:05 PM

Trafagus Sqaure!! the fam0us places where all the pige0ns are at~ haha.. whereby u run, then pige0ns g0 fl0cking-0ff.. hahah.. but i didnt try that.. *c0z i didnt wanna shits 0n sherine's c0at!!* l0lz...
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:05 PM

Thymes River and ....... 0kok, me.. Urrggh!! cant i p0se nicely?! irrittaattinnngg!!!!
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:03 PM

0kok.. i l0ve the fl0wers there!! seri0us.. and i b0ught it back f0r the girls.. but.... it died 0n the plane!! =| s0..pictures to c0mpensate~ =j lolz..
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:02 PM

this pic is f0r amusement purp0se 0nly!! =|
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:01 PM

Nice pic!!! =) but d0nt kn0w where we are la.. *scratches head*
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:00 PM

haha.. 0ur h0tel!!! t0o used t0 makin` faces!! =P
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:59 PM

Me with c0untless paddingt0n bears!!! =p *BEARS!!!*
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:58 PM

the kuku-sleepy-haven-wake-up-face and shawn.. h0oho0..
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:55 PM

My area!! s0uth Kensingt0n~ lalalala.... v peaceful, quiet, calm and EXPENSIVE!! lol..
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*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:54 PM