* p0lished-lustre *


pretty things are always captivating..
pretty things are always not mine..
pretty things are always harder to attain..
pretty things are always more desirable..
pretty things.....

why is it when we really wanted s0mthing.. we d0nt have it..
when we wanted s0meone.. he's nt 0urs..
supp0se it bel0ngs to the pretty things cat0g0ry..

t0 all the 0thers wh0m th0t 0f 0wning herself a pretty thing but didnt..
cheer up.. u are n0t al0ne.. =x
rather 0nce than never..
but, s0on.. with great eff0rt.. im sure.. i will!

well.. after s0 much said.. im lying down res0lutions.. weird peri0d 0f the year..
but wh0 cares when u have 0ne.. as l0ng as u achieve it.. =o

bef0re 16th March 2006 - which is my 21st birthday..
(i still have an0ther 9 and 1/2 mths t0 make it c0me true..)
i want t0 be/have....
- at m0st 45kg!
- l0ose permed hair like ayumi!
so meaning, i w0nt cut my hair f0r the next 9mths.. at least, n0 maj0r cutting w0rk!!

for the rest 0f the litt' res0lutions like earning h0w much 0r having whatsoever..
all deals with m0ney.. f0r example.. a DKNY/GUESS watch!! this one yanfei, lishan and mel kn0ws about it.. 0r maybe mel f0rgotten =( bleahs! haha..

0ne more tt d0esnt cling 0nto $$..
tt's is t0 be attached!!
well.. 0k, this is fated.. but i've been thinking.. with the ab0ve menti0ned big resoluti0ns attained.. this last 0ne w0uldnt be s0 difficult~ c0z.. it's all b0ut l0oks and first impressi0n.. guys!! stop nodding ur heads!! irritatg!! =x haha..

0k.. s0mething lighter..
28th May.. went sh0pping with meL and feIs...
t0 town.. meL dr0ve us..
a meL and sY's basic.. F0OD FIRST!! haha..
ok.. s0 the hungry yahfei g0t her deal~ *wink*
we went t0 鼎泰丰 at parag0n for a late lunch/ 0n time tea-break..
0rdered all-time-fav0urite 小笼包..! and i cant remember what..
0rh!! and fried rice and a plate 0f disgusting unc0oked veggie..
0k, whatever.. i only like the 小笼包 la!!
then g0t a call fr0m a cl0se girlfriend tearing 0n the 0ther end..
*h0pe u are feelin al0t better, at least.. a little 0k.. give me a ring if there's anything u need*

yah..s0.. we finish 0ur f0od and fo0t the expensive bill and left..

later 0n.. 0nly meL g0t what she wants.. arrgh!! me and fei b0ught abs0lutely n0thing..
duhs!!! see!! tt's the pr0blem 0f n0t weighing bel0w 45kg..
u d0nt l0ok nice in EVERYTHING!!
irritating!!!

and i hate it!! hate it!!!!
tt's the reas0n for the res0luti0ns.. i have t0 l0ok nice 0n my birthday!!!!
ok, whatever..

c0z we only started at 3pm, and ended at 6pm.. me and meL wanna watch 16th g0lden mel0dy award, s0 we 0nly g0t to sh0p at Guess and a few n0t on disc0unt sh0ps.. s0 it's either un-desirable, cant fit in, d0nt l0ok nice 0r, cant aff0rd..
and s0, ended up with n0thing...

whatever!

anyway.. t0 add on..
we casually went t0 giordan0s.. c0z their placement was s0 at-the -middle.. ok, yah..
and this guy appr0ached meL saying,
"Are u girls sh0pping, can we stay with u f0r awhile? bc0z we are als0 waitin f0r a friend"
i th0t it was meL's friend.. s0 i was like.. *silent*
then i saw this helpless stare fr0m meL's.. then i finally g0t the idea.. and pulled her away..
*d0nt blame me.. it's been t0o long any guys walked up t0 me!! hahahha..ok, s0rry, n0t funny!*
but, the guy came up again and say,
"if u all d0nt want us t0 stay with you can tell me, dont have t0 walk away.."
*DUHS!!* and meL thot ok, let's be nice and said,
"orh, s0rry"
but she later 0n regretted ap0logising.. =) hee..

see!! that's the part and parcel 0f life' things that u'll experience if u are c0nsidered a pretty thing,
if u are below 45kg,
if u have pretty hair!!!
anyway.. let me attain my 'pretty thing' res0luti0ns first huh..


wait n see, i cr0ss my fingers..
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