* 让我做平凡的女生，好吗？ *


s0metimes human really dunoe what they want themselves and what t0 do and als0, to deal with things that c0me their way..

but why is it? why that when it c0mes to personal, when it c0mes to deal with feelings 0f the red pumping organ 0f 0urs.. things started t0 get complicated?!

it takes tw0 hands t0 clap.. didnt it als0 take tw0 hearts to pump in harm0ny....
i know it d0es..
and i know mine didnt..
well though i guess its fine.. f0r there just isnt any reas0n f0r them t0 pump t0gether now..

xia0peng read my entries and resp0nded with a "怎么好像在演讲啊？"
he'll be the death of me!!
hard t0 please everyone.. aarrrgh!
but 0nce again, i am writing f0r myself, t0 myself..
0nly s0metimes.. it's dedicated f0r s0meone else..
f0r the maj0r part of it.. it's all b0ut mee, MEEEEE AND ME!!

self-centered call me 0ne..
f0r all i care.. but u'll know in time t0 come..
i am n0t what u see fr0m the 0utside..
i seriously dun0 h0w to present myself as t0 who i really is..
the real me..

ppl call me j-pop, k-pop whatever popppp u can think of..
but i really just wanted t0 be a beautiful plain jane (c0ntradicting? n0, it's n0t.. think 0f it.. plain jane didnt mean ugly.. it just mean n0rmal, s0 i want t0 be beautifully n0rmal).. can s0me1 please teach me h0w?

seems that being the-girl-next-d0or can m0re easily attract better men..
t0 lo0k more little, to lo0k as though u needed pr0tection..

but why? why d0 i ALWAYS give 0thers the impression of n0t needing all these?!!?!?!?

i s0ught after the answer frantically but c0uldnt find 0ne..
it must be s0me kind 0f connection with the way i lo0k..
dress? talk?? behave????
must be... please s0me1.. s0meone please help me change!!
just like h0w the g0vernment helps the public t0 quit sm0king!! i needed help badly t0o~
i did my hair h0ping to lo0k more girly, gentle(well, i thought) and u know...
but the 0utcome..?

"w0ah, y0u lo0k like k0rean leh.."
"is she a k0rean?..."
Excuse me!! y0u ppl are t0o obessed with k0rean dramas 0k..
n0t all permed hair-ed are k0reans!!

i really dun0e where to start fr0m now........

i want t0 be a girl!!
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 6:13 PM

* 遗憾？疑问？*


这一次的旅程让我领悟到很多。。
只是自从没和某某某联络后，我几乎忘了想念一个人的滋味~
结果万万没想到。。原本以为这次到台湾是一个让我好好放开一切，痛痛快快的远离所有的纳闷与忧愁的好机会。。
反而，为自己多加了一份。。
一份快乐??? 总之我也分不太清楚~

但往往人只会说，（谁不会？）
可是却做不到~
真没用！

乱七八糟，七上八下~
不知道我在想什么~~ （醒醒吧！！）

星期二就得正式上班了。。
很紧张，很害怕，也很不知所措。。
不知道和那里的人能不能好好相处，能不能沟通。。
这种种的因素累积起来。。已足够让我担心到死掉！！
突然间。。。。我想起了。。
俊政说过，“别怕。。有我在。。”
哈哈~ 他人在台湾呢。。哪里有他在啊？
骗人~

哎哟。。怎么办！！超怕的！！


寂寞的圣诞节前夕的前夕（哈哈）
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 11:03 PM

* 我的台湾 @ 旅 *


我知道，我知道~~ 我回来也有一段时间了。。可是我就是没有心博客一下下啊。。
对了！不懂中文的朋友。。麻烦把字典都拿出来~ 因为我会用中文来打今天的贴章。。

台湾阿 台湾~
它给我的回忆很深，很多。。好的，坏的。。一律照单全收。。。
不仅仅是文化交流，也不只是对国家的明白与否。。跟多是在生活上的不同与他们台湾人的个性了解。。
很高兴可以更加认识你们。。真的，非常的幸会~

台湾给我的感觉很舒服，很温馨，很快乐，也很。。。。。
没想到，说长不长，说短不短的两个礼拜，旅程也就跟着我的成长过去了~
我任然很想念台北，也很想念台南。。更想念我在那里认识的每一个人。。

我不会说我去了哪里，因为我觉得说了也没用，如果你不能亲身体会到，看到的话，感觉是不同的。。
我只能说，西门町就在离我住的地方5分钟的步行内。。
便利商店满街都是，车辆多得你看不到马路上的白线条~
台北留给我的影响。。满大的。。印象也很深刻~
或者说，是因为我在台北认识了他吧~
使我开始也怀疑了，我是不是也不太了解处女座的陈晓东？？
感到疑惑吗？ 那是我的秘密噢~

当然，士林，通化街，垦丁，什么跟什么夜市都去了。。
（感觉不到那份兴奋是吗？都说了，要亲身体验！）
不过，有相片过过瘾吧~

台南反过来说是一个很安静，很安全，很宁静的地方。。
比起台北，那里的生活简单多了，也很实在。。我喜欢~
不像一般的热闹城市，也没有复杂的人群。。简简单单，不就是我想要的生活吗？
我想我也不是很了解我自己~

继续在这里呆一下吧~
我会回来给你们说一下我在台北的。。。。。

未完成
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welc0me t0 my h0me in taipei~~
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that's me and.... ehhemm~ xia0peng.. LoL.. =)
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trees with0ut leaves... where has all the leave-s g0ne?!
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d0nt u 0nly think that SG has g0t a CITYHALL??
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milk tea!!! milk tea!!!
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lo0k at h0w MUCH cl0thes we are wearing?!?! and gl0ves.. erm..
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bubu!!! ah bu is xia0peng's d0ggggiie...
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what??! 6 prawns f0r 20o?? (which is 10 in SGD)
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simply 0bbesseeeeddd!!!
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obvi0usly... it's the temperature and n0t the p0sters.. huh..
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Xi Men Ding, must i repeat?!
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me and 1 0f the sh0p asst in XMD.. d0nt ask me why we t0ok the f0to..?!?
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it's supp0sed to be l0nger.. but......
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still XMD..
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Xi Men Ding..
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m0ney any0ne?!?!
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Taipei 1o1..
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