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Saturday, December 24, 2005
s0metimes human really dunoe what they want themselves and what t0 do and als0, to deal with things that c0me their way..
but why is it? why that when it c0mes to personal, when it c0mes to deal with feelings 0f the red pumping organ 0f 0urs.. things started t0 get complicated?!
it takes tw0 hands t0 clap.. didnt it als0 take tw0 hearts to pump in harm0ny....
i know it d0es..
and i know mine didnt..
well though i guess its fine.. f0r there just isnt any reas0n f0r them t0 pump t0gether now..
xia0peng read my entries and resp0nded with a "怎么好像在演讲啊？"
he'll be the death of me!!
hard t0 please everyone.. aarrrgh!
but 0nce again, i am writing f0r myself, t0 myself..
0nly s0metimes.. it's dedicated f0r s0meone else..
f0r the maj0r part of it.. it's all b0ut mee, MEEEEE AND ME!!
self-centered call me 0ne..
f0r all i care.. but u'll know in time t0 come..
i am n0t what u see fr0m the 0utside..
i seriously dun0 h0w to present myself as t0 who i really is..
the real me..
ppl call me j-pop, k-pop whatever popppp u can think of..
but i really just wanted t0 be a beautiful plain jane (c0ntradicting? n0, it's n0t.. think 0f it.. plain jane didnt mean ugly.. it just mean n0rmal, s0 i want t0 be beautifully n0rmal).. can s0me1 please teach me h0w?
seems that being the-girl-next-d0or can m0re easily attract better men..
t0 lo0k more little, to lo0k as though u needed pr0tection..
but why? why d0 i ALWAYS give 0thers the impression of n0t needing all these?!!?!?!?
i s0ught after the answer frantically but c0uldnt find 0ne..
it must be s0me kind 0f connection with the way i lo0k..
dress? talk?? behave????
must be... please s0me1.. s0meone please help me change!!
just like h0w the g0vernment helps the public t0 quit sm0king!! i needed help badly t0o~
i did my hair h0ping to lo0k more girly, gentle(well, i thought) and u know...
but the 0utcome..?
"w0ah, y0u lo0k like k0rean leh.."
"is she a k0rean?..."
Excuse me!! y0u ppl are t0o obessed with k0rean dramas 0k..
n0t all permed hair-ed are k0reans!!
i really dun0e where to start fr0m now........
i want t0 be a girl!!
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