* word of thanks. *

I don’t know how I should feel about this.
but yes, it all now seems that it's all the while been natural..
it's just me, thinking that it isnt that simple and thus, making things so complicated.
now that I have myself in it.
I can't come out immediately
however I will one day, just a matter of time though.
let time prove, and we shall see.

it all happen awhile ago that the feeling was so strong.
I am just so dead!!

a simple something could send me thinking for the whole day..

but as I saw what was happening behind the stage that moment.
I knew instantly that I was all along the only one directing the show.
why must it be this way, sometimes I asked myself
but never got a solution.

now that this has finally came to a stop
and the solution is no longer important.
I can finally lead back the life I am so used to.
like all had discussed and said, if things come, then be glad about it
yet if it doesn't, at least, the impact is minimal too.
I believe life is fair.
what's mine will be.

I guess things must have been much more simpler if we are merely friends
and yes we are

p/s: I love my eyelashes too sherine! :)

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i am sure many are being called up by me nowadays.
thanks for all those whom gave me advice, thanks for those whom willingly listened.
thanks for all those whom asked me to give him some time,
thanks for everything that you all did..

well...

i am not waiting anymore..
i am not bringing up my hopes..
i am not telling myself anymore excuses..

i am just so not goin' t0 do it..

but yes, it's still nice to be able t0 see him everyday..
to talk everyday...
to smile everyday..

may the nicest thing, happens.

:)
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