* agonized *

hmm..
i had a lot of thinking to do last night.

1. why didnt he sent me home?
2. why didnt he asked if i've reached home?
3. why didnt he reply my last sms?

for the first time, he didnt send me home after our movie at cineleisure.
yes, we took the same train to Lakeside.
then i went left, he headed right.
i didnt say anything.

then i got home, and waited.
he didnt sms me if i'd reached.
for the first time, he didnt.
usually.. he never fails to.. unless he sends me home.

and when i took the initiative to ask him if he's at home.
he replied swiftly with a yes.
and then i took my strike.
"why never sms and ask if i am home?"
he said, "i wanted to sms u after i came out from my shower"
i was like, "excuse me, if i were to get kidnapped by some bangladesh, i will be at dunno where by the time u come out from your showers!.."
as if he couldnt sense my disbelief, he continued "aiya, they wont want u de la"

well.
enough said.
for the rest of it.
i know what he's thinking already.
we WERE over.
Last night.
so hurt

thank u for the memories, they were short
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 12:34 PM