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Saturday, February 17, 2007
it's 1am.
the last day of the year according to the lunar calendar
spoken to him on the phone just now.
i don't understand why i always have to pretend to be so calm
whenever it's things related to him, when actually..
deep in me, i am so concerned and attracted to it.
but i just acted otherwise
will this be the reason why, i am not getting the reaction i should?
or is this why, i am giving out the wrong signals?
i questioned myself in vain.
he asked wouldnt it be to0 bored if we were to travel abroad just me and him.
well, as a matter of factly, i said..
"excuse me, so u r saying i am a bore la.." in a jokingly manner of course.
and he replied.
"but pe0ple will gossip if we were to go on 0ur own like the 2 of us.."
as much as i wanted to say,
"are we that highly-speculatable that people will be watching our every moves?"
you know, probably this sentence will lead me somewhere, searching for clues.
however, instead, this came out..
"then just keep it from the rest that we are goin' somewhere.."
!@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@
i so badly wanted to slap myself!
what was i thinking?
i am just simply dumb.
it's time to seriously stop thinking on my own.
and time to find out what he actually is thinking..
but...
what if....
what if....
all from the very beginning..
we were just friends and nothing else?
what if...
when i spill the beans..
things turned nasty?
what if...
i lose a friend...
what if.....
this is too complicating.
it's even harder than x=y, find z.
and i might just continue this way
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