* 一年之计在于春 *

我很想爱他
但是一直在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂

这首歌最适合我不过了

他刚刚问我要不要去唐人街
当然，就是牛车水啦！
我啊，昨天才刚刚和我的爸爸妈妈去的呢！
办年货不是和家里人一起的吗？
为什么叫我啊？
感染气氛？
谁知道啊。。。

所以呢。。我也听听就算了。。
可是我。。就是嘴巴痒！
问了他，“那几时去啊？”
他也很爽快，“就明天吧！”
赢了咯。。

好奇怪！
好奇怪！
好奇怪！
好奇怪！
怎办啊！
死定了啦。。

还好不容易的以为可以以平常心
顺其自然地对待我们彼此的不平常
哪知道。。
个屁咧！
越来越头痛！

Yes i realised that nowadays' entrties are getting meaningless.
because that's the way life is..
-_-" woah!!!
okok, that's way to0o0o0o0o paranoid!
aiyoyo... really leh! i hate it la..

let me tell u pe0ple something that ive been suffocating from..
you know i really hate it when people i know starts to like the same people as i do..
recently i sort of felt that i have one more competitor..
and that is none other than one of the not-s0-close but at least communicatable colleague...
and i used to tell her alot about me and him, but nowadays, i realised she's been asking and probing t0o much into the details..
which i thought, is totally not neccessary!
get the point?

so i decided to test abit here and there..
no vivid results yet though..

but just today, she told me..
"hey, how's things goin' between u guys?
it's like getting sort of normal these few days"

i seriously wonder why is she so observant whether it's normal or slightly more than normal?
and i said,
" well, we are all the while like that in HOYA, u didnt see us outside, why conclude?"
i couldnt control my unhappiness..
i just couldnt help it..

if worst come to worst, i can totally just lose her as a friend/colleague..
seriously, like i even care!
absolutely misuse my trust for an individual..
discriminate!

when it comes to really liking someone, i go beyond and under..
you guys can testify for those whom knew my previous incidents..
and i guess, she went under too..
using under-hands method, getting informations from me..
i despise her la can!

perhaps, just fight for yourself.
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:40 PM