* 09042007 *


一波未平一波又起
this is only what i can say.
we only just started, so many uncertainties, so many things to learn, so many things to figure out.
but while i am not even halfway there, already we have problem arising.

his mum didn't like me.
okay, probably i should put it in another way.
His mum didnt think that we are compatible.
as in, the closest person to yourself is usually your family members.
so natually they will know what kind of person you are, and which kind of girl will attract u.
and possibly this is what happened.
she didn't think that i was the kind of girl for him.
his mum even asked if he had feelings for me or not.

"就是有感觉才在一起啊，适不适合就要在一起了才会知道"
this was what he said.

i was rather speechless.

not becoz i like the way he handled it.
it was the total opposite.
coz i sense his confusion, his uncertainty.
he didn't stand up for me one bit.
DID NOT. ;(
he was more to telling his mum, the future is yet to be known,
let's see how long we can stay together, then we decide la.
this kind of mentality.

well, but at least it's better than, "i don't know."
hais.

relationship is really tiring.
and imagine this.
we only just started.
how long is this battle going to last?
how long can i withstand all these?


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