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I am very particular about the calculator i am using.
You will understand what i am trying to say if you were to calculate sums almost everyday.
And recently, i have been bugging the stationery control person to buy me a new calculator.
Only because i think mine is lagging, and i can't seemed to get the sums tallied.

whereas when i am using my colleague's it's almost perfect EVERYTIME.

so i am saying, the tools matters alot in fact.

so, i managed to get her to buy me a new one.
but it is still not the perfect feel.
the keys are hard and not comfortable.
so, it's either too big, or too small.
too widely spaced out or too near one another.

ok, u just won't get it.

i am going popular later to get myself a calulator.
but sometimes, even popular calculators are very limited.
not many variety to choose from. :(

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Qi is enjoying himself in Redang at this moment.
12hours bus journey + 1.5hour boat ride.
and he's willing to go through these to capture the beauty of the marine life.
it is not really attractive to me though.
so i stayed. and he went, with 4 other friends.

i met up with sherine yesterday and i was telling her about the deep conversations
that me and qi had been engaging these while.
i mean.. i was over-negative about the whole thing..
and he's uncertain too.
i believe so.

he's not the " I Love You Forever" kind of person.
he's just not like that.
and will never be la.
coz he thinks that it's fake and useless.
he thinks that the word "forever" doesn't even exists.

well, true to certain extend.

anyway, it's quite hard to blog about what the conversations were actually revolving around.
sometimes, he's telling me not to treat him so nicely,
sometimes, he's complaining that i am not 体贴。
ironic.

so all in all..
i am still trying to adapt to the fact that i am actually not single.
and the fact that i have to treat his parents like as if, they are mine.
be slightly pretendious about buying gifts for his family members during festive seasons and birthdays.

mop the floor
iron his clothes
bath his dog

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this is too much
i am thinking way too much.

another4days
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