* 23042007 *

sometimes i really think this is pissing me off.

my right brain tells me i am always accomodating him.
but my left brain says that's the way he is, let it go.
so in the end, i felt sick!

i am still in the office at the moment.
and the reason why is because he is too.
and i get really sick when i go home to wait for him,
i'd rather wait here in the office and earn some money at the same time.
when i wait for him at home, it will usually take longer for him to knock off.
but when i am in the office, he will SORT OF feel the pressure and try to rush things a bit here and there.

and he texted me a minute ago to tell me he's working slightly later today.
we agreed on 730pm, now he's asking for 830pm.
although his sentence phrasing sounds really alright, like,
"work until 830pm can?"
with that question mark at the back doesn't really mean it's a question.
it can actually simply put off as a statement.
so i tried reprociating with a,
" but i am hungry le.. 830pm ar? then i go home first "
hoping that he'll 可怜 me and knock off as agreed at 730pm.
however, things aren't as pretty.
"okay" was all i got from him. :(

see, i am pissed. (says right brain)

but i knew it all along that he's a workaholic la. (says left brain)

damn it! (says me as a whole)

a hungry shiyun is a angry shiyun.
wahpiangz! hungry la!

oh and yes.
we went imm to do some regular shopping and lunching.
then he bought quite a lot of things back for him mum and brother to munch on.
like 鸡扒 , oldchangkee, cheecheongfun and blah blah...
then i wanted to had sugar rolls from polar.. but i was thinking..
ok lar, might as well buy a few more for his family lorr..
so i ordered 6 instead and pack them nicely in a box.

so when we got home and laid the spread on the dining table,
they went feasting on the 鸡扒 , oldchangkee, cheecheongfun..
BUT not the sugar rolls.
THANK YOU.
(sugar rolls are desserts meant for after food) says left brain.
(crap la!) says the right one.

hais.

don't know what the hell is wrong.

but i did managed to exchange a few words with the brother's GF
whom hates me i feel.
we seen each other probably 3times already, and each time i smiled at her.
she walks off, like as if i stepped on her wicked tail.
arrggh!

let it be.
i am tired, but luckily left brain is still fighting strong :)

keep fighting!
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