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当他抱着我，唇靠在耳朵旁问着说，“幸福吗？”
一杀那间我仿佛失去了我自己
只能点头说，“嗯。。”
当时，我还真的没想过原来所谓的幸福那么的短暂
如果能够从来，我一定将时间停留在顿时刻。

如今回头看 仿佛一切化为零
从新开始也已经太迟 当一个人的心都变了 你在想怎样挽回也难
I learnt to pick myself up through the hard way.
学会了如何从失落中走出去 但是回忆依然烙印在心

我不能说我完全把他忘记了
因为始终他曾是我生命的全部。。

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Recently, we still keep in touch and contact each other once in a while.
I thought it's better this way too, to still carry slight affection but also clearly understands the status and situation.
That's for my stand of course.

But whenever i thought there's no reason for us to be contacting or to ask each other out for certain occasions and circumstances
things will pop-out for itself.
it's just that miraculous. :)

just another day, he called me up to check out work related matters, but the next moment, we swiftly connected it with personal agenda.
then yesterday, we bump into each other at the copier machine, and briefly updated one another with our activities over the wkends.
and decided we should have dinner later that evening.

in another words, i still get information on him on a regular basis.
which u can determine it as good or bad.
well, i thought it can be quite neutral depending on how i am going to take it in.

anyway, picking myself up bit by bit.
thanks to the people around me for keeping me REALLY occupied over the wkends, so that thoughts wont run wild ya~
hey, sherine! big thanks for that....!
i am seeing you so often that the guard practically doesn't need to take down my car plate no. before allowing me into the estate la!!
:)

and of cos thanks to my colleagues, dinner-dates and hitting the gym twice during the wkdays evening..
by the time i am home, all i can think of is SLEEP! haha...

However, i am still anticipating the Krabi trip this October!!
though i am going with him alone, but i am sure we can keep it neutral and it will be tonnes of fun! :P
hee..

As for Shan and Feis.
These 2 busy girls.......
Study and Darren occupies almost 24hours of Shan's time.
And for feis, her world now revolves around Alex....
Even at work, she can see Alex on the computer screen, when she's rushing for reports, she can see Alex's face in the spreadsheet
and SLEEPING! she dreamt of him.. enough said... where got time for the rest of us?!?!?!

hahahah!!!!
this is a pointless entry, but just to update you all on my progress..
and ya, thanks for keeping me occupied!
:)

rAT A too tee..
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