* 27072007 *

this post doesn't serve any blogging purpose.
solely for entertainment mean.





i am going to get the black / pink one for my FIT!!!
and sherine!!! i will get u the WHITE one for your birthday!!! :)

new FURRY armrest
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:22 PM

* 22-08-2007 *

啊。。
什么跟什么嘛~
越来越觉得自己很讨人厌~
就非得执著于自己想要的途径。。
很死~ 非得随着procedures。。。 不然我一定会不高兴~

工作嘛~那么认真何必？
搞得人际关系如果不愉快。。。
最后痛苦的还是自己啊~
是没错，但是我不能欺骗我自己。。
一定要能向自己交待，才对！

近来工作上的伙伴多了一个话不停的说，但是工却不停的躲的人。
我真得很想就一个巴掌赏给他。

在我的工作岗位上即将来临一个转折点。

虽然我还不能透露些什么。
但是，我会尽我所能。
将一切的绕道给改直。
最好不要给我惹麻烦。。也不要惹毛我~
但在这条路上，我会得罪多少人？
我已打好了算盘。。。
年纪轻轻，坐上一个职位~ 一定会有人看不过去的。。

未来的日子。。。
我会等待着。。。
而你们，就。。。。 继续陪伴着我。。。
看着我成长~

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今年剩下不多的年假可以批。。
但是看看妍妃进来的心情也很向往着到另一个国度去充充电。。
难免我也被她影响。。
好像赶快就能够收拾好心情，披上一件旅游夹克。。
飞到一个美丽的岛屿。。 享受人生呢！

其实也很快了。。
再过 44 天，我就能暂时逃离现实。。
休息个4天3夜。。 看看平静的海。。悠闲的很~

但是，我还是觉得不够！
十二月，也想出出国。。
有没有也跟我一样想到处走走的人啊？

我天的我，和今天的我 是否不一样？
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:23 PM

* random. *

Recently work has overwritten all other mood affecting factors.
To a point so exaggerating that I dreamt about work consecutively for 3days!
Things to do, yet to do, have to do, waiting to be done…
I can almost picture them crystal clear even in my dreams..
And every night before sleeping, thoughts run through the next day’s agenda.
;( I’m obsessed.

But it must have its relevant good effects on me too.
I have now, almost gotten over him.
That’s how TIME did its wonder for my case.
I didn’t thought I will be able to walk through this so soon,
Even before the Krabi trip in October.
But miraculously, I now managed to ignore him completely.

And when he didn’t react impromptu-ly, I felt nothing.
It used to sink; now it died instead. (Ha!)
That’s how one’s heart sinks when things didn’t turn out the way it should be.

Well, not anymore.
Toast to freedom! Cheers to new found single-hood happiness!

Busy busy busy…
But still time for leisure! ;)
Fully scheduled my weekends for self-pampering and relaxing!

Leaving for holiday again in another 1.5 months time.
I can’t wait, holiday-ing are always great breakaway!
It marks the most I-Am-Looking-Forward-To segment in my calendar.
Although I am traveling with him, but I believe as long as we take it easy.
It will be real fun!

Oh I just got myself a new PDA phone. ;P
Workaholic’s style.
Email access and spreadsheets…
Bah! I like it~ Samsung I6o0!!
(Psst! I like the way it looks professional only la.. hee..)

But I will always keep my PINK m0torola phone safe with me..
It means a lot to me.

Planning for Taipei in January! ;) yay!
I HEART Taipei!


treats!!!
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 12:39 PM

* 不被重视的感觉，很难受 *

Although we all know that things has slightly changed between the both of us.
However, it takes more than a while to make things go back to the way it used to be before we were together.
And today, while having breakfast in my office's pantry, i overheard his conversation with another colleague.
They were discussing about cars and whatsoever.

This brings back countless memories.....
throughout the whole dating process, we circled CARS as one of our topics during dinner and lunches..
and you should know that cars is a general i-dont-know-u thing to me...
but bcos he's so into it, i had to know more about these...

then another colleague came along, all males, sat down and yabba yabba about honda, subaru and abcdefg.
suddenly, this person said, "Qi, you wkend going to buy car hor?"
i got a shock!!!
i mean, cos we once said that he doesn't have to buy one, as long as i can chauffeur him..
ok, that was when we were tgt la... but after that, he was reconsidering and still i managed to persuade him not to buy..
afterall... maintenance, petrol, taxes and insurance..... is a lot...

and the biggest thing in my reaction was due to --> the simplicity of... i was not informed.

but then again, i ask myself.....
why should i be informed?
no obligations to inform me anymore.
not even then, therefore not now... not in the future.

该怎样是好？
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 9:19 AM