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Saturday, September 29, 2007
* COMPLAINTS! *
recently, lots of unhappy things are happening around me and also the close ones in my life.
firstly, as for my personal discontentment, i shall not disclose it openly.
Afterall, this is no longer a PRIVATE blog.
i get unwanted readers sometimes :x
I havent master the skill to restrict and lock my entries.
But i certainly believes that its no point to post an entry, then to lock it.
I'd rather do it on a 2nd blog address. (tsk tsk)
well, suddenly felt like clubbing today, for the first time in 3 years!
With rebecca and hweekoon and her friends..
but later on, my lazyness took me over.
now the years continue counting up..
but i know, someone has the power and attraction to get me moving.
so i texted him to come along, but he was engaged for the day.
No motivation, and no mood.
so i still gave up!
i must really learn, i must learn.
to let "it" go.
************************************************************************
Occasionally i heard friends complaining and rantings about their other half.
about how guys couldnt care less to show some encouragement and comfort.
that they always took us for granted and do things their way....
But there is one particular one i want to point it out.
Sometimes, when we see our pretty lil pink top got dirtied or discolored by some chemicals, we tend to grumble a bit, we tend to show our unhappy and starts talking non-stop about it.
What is so difficult to keep us down by saying things like,
"it's okay, we will try to clean it up at the laundry"
OR
"It's alright, next time be more careful okay."
Instead of :
"Shut up la! You are the one that wanted to put this stupid pink dress into the machine, now you are blaming me la?"
AND
"FINE! if that is the case, don't wash your clothes with mine the next time until i have 2 machines for you to separate the clothings!"
SEE MY POINT!
I know we read these multiple times over and over again in emails and magazines that at any point of a quarrel we should always keep our cool and take things slowly.
Its time i think guys need more reading than us! *hoofs*
AND THIS IS ESPECIALLY HARD TO SWALLOW WHEN ITS YOUR CLOSE FRIEND BEING THE VICTIM!
i wont say its a domestic abuse la! its too much...
but, it is not an understatement to say that my friend at any point of time deserves a better man, whom loves her the way it should have been.
But its very hard to let go, i know.
I TOTALLY CAN UNDERSTAND.
moreover, we are counting a relationship almost close to a decade for this case.
But all the more, i thought, give it some serious thought.
And not let this be a dark cloud that follows you through.
你会好好的。
放下屠刀，立地成佛
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:48 PM
recently, lots of unhappy things are happening around me and also the close ones in my life.
firstly, as for my personal discontentment, i shall not disclose it openly.
Afterall, this is no longer a PRIVATE blog.
i get unwanted readers sometimes :x
I havent master the skill to restrict and lock my entries.
But i certainly believes that its no point to post an entry, then to lock it.
I'd rather do it on a 2nd blog address. (tsk tsk)
well, suddenly felt like clubbing today, for the first time in 3 years!
With rebecca and hweekoon and her friends..
but later on, my lazyness took me over.
now the years continue counting up..
but i know, someone has the power and attraction to get me moving.
so i texted him to come along, but he was engaged for the day.
No motivation, and no mood.
so i still gave up!
i must really learn, i must learn.
to let "it" go.
************************************************************************
Occasionally i heard friends complaining and rantings about their other half.
about how guys couldnt care less to show some encouragement and comfort.
that they always took us for granted and do things their way....
But there is one particular one i want to point it out.
Sometimes, when we see our pretty lil pink top got dirtied or discolored by some chemicals, we tend to grumble a bit, we tend to show our unhappy and starts talking non-stop about it.
What is so difficult to keep us down by saying things like,
"it's okay, we will try to clean it up at the laundry"
OR
"It's alright, next time be more careful okay."
Instead of :
"Shut up la! You are the one that wanted to put this stupid pink dress into the machine, now you are blaming me la?"
AND
"FINE! if that is the case, don't wash your clothes with mine the next time until i have 2 machines for you to separate the clothings!"
SEE MY POINT!
I know we read these multiple times over and over again in emails and magazines that at any point of a quarrel we should always keep our cool and take things slowly.
Its time i think guys need more reading than us! *hoofs*
AND THIS IS ESPECIALLY HARD TO SWALLOW WHEN ITS YOUR CLOSE FRIEND BEING THE VICTIM!
i wont say its a domestic abuse la! its too much...
but, it is not an understatement to say that my friend at any point of time deserves a better man, whom loves her the way it should have been.
But its very hard to let go, i know.
I TOTALLY CAN UNDERSTAND.
moreover, we are counting a relationship almost close to a decade for this case.
But all the more, i thought, give it some serious thought.
And not let this be a dark cloud that follows you through.
你会好好的。
放下屠刀，立地成佛
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 7:48 PM
Monday, September 24, 2007
* he came over and said... *
nowadays, it's the getting over period...
but at the same time, it is also the i-am-looking-forward period..
ironic but true.
as much as i thought this should end, but nonetheless, i was hoping for it to come.
dont get confused by me...
this theory is simple.
wanna get over the complications, but badly wants the trip to come.
does it make more sense now? :)
im seriously in huge need of holidaying.
in need of relaxation.
in need of fun
in need of time
in need of therapy
in need of desires
in need of friends
in need of temptations
in need of fulfillment
in need of love
no time for myself, yet i want so much of everything.
*blank*
haven't been experiencing much..
to a point that i realise i cant share anything..
i haven't had anything interesting to blog about..
it kinda revolves around work, stress and mostly.. HIM!
well, some pictures first!
this was such a fulfilling day with shopping queen!~
had lotsa shopping and bought a whopping lotsa things!
was running through my lappy and i saw this!
how many of you can actually still remembers how i looked like when i was merely EIGHTEEN!!! AND with LONG HAIR lorr!!
i can't belief this either..... haha!
but ya, tt's still me...
so sweet right?!
Lol... i can't take such sweet pictures anymore...
One more before we call it a day!
I miss my rainbow and long hair!~
This was taken in Shanghai....
And right now, i am slowly growing my hair back...
so tht i can perform a once and for all nice curlz!
Plus that, i've already gotten all wax and styling products for curls even before getting it permed!
this goes to prove how determined i am in getting that perfect perm! ;)
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 10:43 PM
nowadays, it's the getting over period...
but at the same time, it is also the i-am-looking-forward period..
ironic but true.
as much as i thought this should end, but nonetheless, i was hoping for it to come.
dont get confused by me...
this theory is simple.
wanna get over the complications, but badly wants the trip to come.
does it make more sense now? :)
im seriously in huge need of holidaying.
in need of relaxation.
in need of fun
in need of time
in need of therapy
in need of desires
in need of friends
in need of temptations
in need of fulfillment
in need of love
no time for myself, yet i want so much of everything.
*blank*
haven't been experiencing much..
to a point that i realise i cant share anything..
i haven't had anything interesting to blog about..
it kinda revolves around work, stress and mostly.. HIM!
well, some pictures first!
this was such a fulfilling day with shopping queen!~
had lotsa shopping and bought a whopping lotsa things!
was running through my lappy and i saw this!
how many of you can actually still remembers how i looked like when i was merely EIGHTEEN!!! AND with LONG HAIR lorr!!
i can't belief this either..... haha!
but ya, tt's still me...
so sweet right?!
Lol... i can't take such sweet pictures anymore...
One more before we call it a day!
I miss my rainbow and long hair!~
This was taken in Shanghai....
And right now, i am slowly growing my hair back...
so tht i can perform a once and for all nice curlz!
Plus that, i've already gotten all wax and styling products for curls even before getting it permed!
this goes to prove how determined i am in getting that perfect perm! ;)
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 10:43 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
* *
Fell in love with numerous things recently...
Nice heels, nice bags.. latest gadgets.. Travel plans...
And GREATEST WANT now is the SEIKO watch that i've been eyeing...
Ewww! it's so classic and timeless.... ;)
i love it!
Simply beautiful!
That's what i call it..
-Going to drive sherine now...-
Will continue with my wants when i m back ;P
***************************************************************
Edited-
Shopping therapy was GOOD!
i had so much fun with the card swipping!
arrgh! And i will get the fruits of that at next mth-end..!
Been msning my taipei friend the whole evening..
can't get enuf of it!
More pictures tomorrow! :P
12days.. and counting..
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:39 PM
Fell in love with numerous things recently...
Nice heels, nice bags.. latest gadgets.. Travel plans...
And GREATEST WANT now is the SEIKO watch that i've been eyeing...
Ewww! it's so classic and timeless.... ;)
i love it!
Simply beautiful!
That's what i call it..
-Going to drive sherine now...-
Will continue with my wants when i m back ;P
***************************************************************
Edited-
Shopping therapy was GOOD!
i had so much fun with the card swipping!
arrgh! And i will get the fruits of that at next mth-end..!
Been msning my taipei friend the whole evening..
can't get enuf of it!
More pictures tomorrow! :P
12days.. and counting..
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 1:39 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
* Our Trip 2 *
This is where i will be staying..
Pretty decent isn't it?
Precisely why i am so looking forward...
Escapism...
14days... and counting..
counting..
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:32 PM
This is where i will be staying..
Pretty decent isn't it?
Precisely why i am so looking forward...
Escapism...
14days... and counting..
counting..
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 8:32 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
* Our trip. *
as i countdown everyday on MSN.. and my desktop calendar..
getting away from reality is another 15-days away!
i simply can't wait!!
Quiet beach, sunny sunbeams..
sunrise, sunsets...
Beautiful!
with 1 good friend with me, we can go chatting about almost everything, anything.
Under the sun and the moon!
This is going to be something to really look f0rward to! ;)
And the very fact that my resort is going to be a really nice villa with outdoor showers with patio.. it is hard for me t0 not crave for it..
till then... im still counting...
;P
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 12:53 PM
as i countdown everyday on MSN.. and my desktop calendar..
getting away from reality is another 15-days away!
i simply can't wait!!
Quiet beach, sunny sunbeams..
sunrise, sunsets...
Beautiful!
with 1 good friend with me, we can go chatting about almost everything, anything.
Under the sun and the moon!
This is going to be something to really look f0rward to! ;)
And the very fact that my resort is going to be a really nice villa with outdoor showers with patio.. it is hard for me t0 not crave for it..
till then... im still counting...
;P
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 12:53 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
* 超烦的！ *
人总是往往不知道自己到底想要的是什么。
他他他他他他他他。。。
脑子里都是。
回忆和影子~
i am trying very hard to diffuse off the tension.
forget the impact...
drifts away from the love...
from the smiles, from the closeness..
every normal day..
the same old images, the same old routine, the same old feelings..
plays by itself rain or shine, without fail..
思念是一种病。
It is making me sick.. literally..
真的啦。。
要怎样才会忘记？
Am i going to take as long as it takes like forever...
then i can be better off somewhere else...
another part of the globe.. the other side of it..
save up for more flights!
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 11:37 PM
人总是往往不知道自己到底想要的是什么。
他他他他他他他他。。。
脑子里都是。
回忆和影子~
i am trying very hard to diffuse off the tension.
forget the impact...
drifts away from the love...
from the smiles, from the closeness..
every normal day..
the same old images, the same old routine, the same old feelings..
plays by itself rain or shine, without fail..
思念是一种病。
It is making me sick.. literally..
真的啦。。
要怎样才会忘记？
Am i going to take as long as it takes like forever...
then i can be better off somewhere else...
another part of the globe.. the other side of it..
save up for more flights!
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 11:37 PM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
* 15092007 *
时间没为我洗去任何的哀愁。
反而我觉得是加深了。
真是无可救药啊~
时间和日子一天一天的流失。。
我吸取的伤痛也越来越深。。
仿佛已经不能平复~
伤痕会狠狠的烙印在我创伤的心灵当中。
我以为我能学着懂得释怀，但原来。。
事实并非如此。。
说得太草率太简单，做起来却没办法。
我认输了。
当这一切的点点滴滴在我脑海印象深刻。。
但他却不以为然。。。
我。。。何必呢？
坚持着这段早已完结的悲惨故事~
走出今天 展望未来。
那，是我的目标。
*sigh*
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 4:22 PM
时间没为我洗去任何的哀愁。
反而我觉得是加深了。
真是无可救药啊~
时间和日子一天一天的流失。。
我吸取的伤痛也越来越深。。
仿佛已经不能平复~
伤痕会狠狠的烙印在我创伤的心灵当中。
我以为我能学着懂得释怀，但原来。。
事实并非如此。。
说得太草率太简单，做起来却没办法。
我认输了。
当这一切的点点滴滴在我脑海印象深刻。。
但他却不以为然。。。
我。。。何必呢？
坚持着这段早已完结的悲惨故事~
走出今天 展望未来。
那，是我的目标。
*sigh*
*** sHiiy Un` QUee niE-joj 0 *** as at 4:22 PM