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Monday, October 22, 2007
Maybe it is better this way, this time round.
It has been clear.
Feelings are feelings, lust is lust.
Love is love, purely want fun is purely wanting fun.
All the things that we went thru are just episodes of the above.
They never lasted.
I felt like drowning myself with tears.
Down in sorrows.
the words he chose to use and not to use when communicating with me is evidence of him trying to hide something and to not over exposing himself.
i dont understand why either.
it can be a very simple,
HIM to me: "want bread?"
Me to him: "whose?"
Him: *Silent*
Me: "who bought it?"
Him: "someone...."
晴天霹雳...
someone is who?
i felt like strangling him.
*Wild thots*
-Must be some girls!-
;( im sad.
anyway, they went dragonfly last saturday and had tonnes of fun until 5AM!
All 17 of them! i now wondered if i should have gone instead :|
and they narrated the things that happened that night...
blah blah blah...
who & who got drunk, who slapped who, soccer match that night, who went hysterical.. etc!
and i told myself i must go the next time round!
Actually i couldn't care less about going clubbing, you can never get me out of my comfort zone at night in bed.
Especially when i can't hold my liquor well and i don't dance.
But i don't understand how on earth did he has such *power* to lure me out of my comfy room into the crowded and stinky clubs!
Him, just him.
But i want this to end.
Someone bring me to club!
KNS!
I hate it!
i hate the feeling of revolving around HIM HIM HIM HIM!!!!!!
THIS SHOULD END NOW!
12days to kelong!
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